i never pictured me missing you like this, worrying about everything like this. But you showed me not to care what other people think, and that i was better then what i was doing, believe it or not you helped me. thank you sweetheart. I love you, and can’t wait to see you. 

Over the spring break, ive lost a few people, and had some things happen to me that i honestly never thought could. This past month has had its ups and downs, and over it all i found my true friends, and hopefully my true love. In a few months I will know if true love exist. You never know what can happen, all I know is right now Im willing to do whatever it takes. It is almost April 14th. And for the few people know what happened on this day, it’ll be a hard one.. Looking back now this year has been the worst for me. Im not who I thought I would be but im very lucky to be able to say I have one person who in 4 years hasn’t ever stopped loving me, regardless of all the hurt we have been through. <3 I look forward to our future.